EXAM T^T

ello! ello!! :3 all my exam paper is alrdy done T^T ok wat eng is tat man o.o LOL xDDD hahah... im scare abt the result cuz i never really put in a lot of effort ): HOW????!! Ppyong ><

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FUC KS IOL _|_ ASSHOLE!!

I FREAKING CANT TAKE IT :///

ps! i might be really damn freaking angry cuz tat bastard dad of mine is juz way too much!!1
i cant stand him anymore!! really feel lik moving out juz to get oyut of his sight for life!!!
i hate him!! HATE HIM TTM!!!!!!! _|_ ps im a little vulgar cuz when im angry i use words to express! he so call talk loudly ( which i rather say SCOLD) to my little sis juz cuz of a stupid little colour pencil!!! n tats nt it~~~ still scold untill v jia lat! hate him!!! he attitude the way he treat others!!! is so freakking ass man!! ass!! tsk cant take it :// is like we do wrong he scold us!! he do wrong!!! he treat it as a joke!! n we cant scold him!! is like he boss of everything!! one time he see my fb!!! n its like hack lor plz!! even my sis on dare hack~~ my bro even don do tat!! its so despicable!!! omg!!! wat kind od dad is he!!!wat a pathetic useless dad!! don u agree?????????? i hate him!! i really hate him!!! i get piss by one word he said
:// i really really wan tell him STFU!!! ://
im really in a bad mood now~~ tmr geo test :// k off to FB ://

(:

well we hav to live life to e fullest right ^^ wow~~ i see a lot unplesent post i wrote :/ haiiz!! sad time n happy times <3
i really wish one day i smile with my brightess smile!! :D

SAD LIFE!! TT

well~~ it had been months since i blogg n many many weeks not talking to my dad!! well ya im still angry with him bt ya i still love my dad even though i hate him weird isnt it~~ its not bcuz he did nt shower me with his love~~ he did~~ a lot~~ bt yet i still ignore him treat him as invisible~~ my mum told me tat one day if i reaches his limit~ i wld be out of the house in no time~~ when ever i wanted to say sorry~~ its was difficult~~ really difficult cuz is he who make me angry at 1st~ he bein unreasonable he bein bossing he being too much~~ bt watever he did~~ he did it cuz he love me dearly~~ well i gt more probs then my family man~ my frenz~ my sch~~ my gosh i had been slping in class lately~` not taking down notes at all :/ wats wrong with me??!!

say she bossy.. don like.. say she ac... don like~~ say she fat??... don like.. y not don hate them.. amend them.. build them up rather them pishing them down!! u don even noe e feeling... ofc u dc

pathetic!! wat am i?? who am i?? who is e real me?? am i a robot?? a animal?? ppl's pet??!! ==

i don even get it lor.. y do i care so much while u care none!~~~ i was juz e extra member of e team?? treat me as a spare tyre?? wats this?? u don lik tat ppl treat them 2x bad then before?? don lik e attitude kick them away??? no need worry cuz u gt tons of frens to go to??

haiiiz.

fine i was juz a pityful dog u pick up in a thunderstorm.. as times go by.. im useless.. no longer the dog u play with rite?? then let me out..!! right??

let it flow

fine.. i guess u all seems happy with or w/o me.. ok.. i was juz a dog/ a piece of shit lor (Y).. fine.. as long as u all happy can liao~~ i will make ur wish come true~

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sadded );

sorry tat i haven been blogging for like months.. i was lazy hah.. lol.. today was not a gd day though..
haiiz.. u know how teenagers girls will always hav frenship problem? im having 1 rite now man..
n i tell u i find it childish to lik quarrel n fight over problems which can s be solve easily bt each party wanted to like~~ add fire to the oil.. n make e situation even worse.. haiiz.. e situation goes lik this.. today.. i ad something~~ u cld say personal problems.. hence i tend to be emotionless n lik so call emo.. then i wanted to lik go home lor.. then i go home w/o telling them.. i noe i was wrong on e home part.. bt i was emotionless.. bt after tat.. i send them n explain so call explain y i liddat.. suddenly misunderstandings happen.. sainz.. my cousin told me something tat i really don wish to hear is tat they r not my true frens.. i hav been on frenship problems since i was in primary sch.. i really don understand... most of them is misunderstandings lik this.. they don even noe e situation tat im facing.. i was upsat as i see their status at Fv.. sat wat i say was all craps.. n i really give everything i got to say sorry.. n u seriously din get it!! y r we risking our frenship over a incident lik this.. i seriouslly felt depress.. help~~ plz~~ help..);
shan~

fml!!!! ):

Arg... sorry peeps.. long time nvr blog alrdy.. i was so call lazy~~ damn.. wats up with me?!! after my camp yesterday.. i realise.. tat.. i had not been a gd leader..t hinkind back abt my passt.. i was bad.. i tried to do everything e best.. bt in e end.. i let de ppl around me dissapointed in me... watever i do.. there is always bad things happening in e end... getting scolded letting ppl get hurts... grades dropping more n more..sometimes.. i started not paying attention n slp in class...i dk wats happeninng.. well.. my training camp was NOT awesome... seriously.. its pathetic.... it was not fun at ALL.. u get wat i mean right.. well.. sigh..things r not goin e way tat it sld be.. sld i giv up? reflecting on myslf.. well.. i noe.. this year my birthday is not gonna be gd.. i noe it.. i having e worse life tat any other human bein hav... not bein so hyper anymore... haiiz.. i wish tat im somehow born smarter.. then i can b in express stream.. damn.. some ppl juz lik mocking ppl.. damn pathetic.. u get wat i mean rite.. ir u don.. nvm.. juz.. pathetic.. bt at least i hav good fren... n my com.. well tats abt it.. my pathetic life with no colours.. which i control n destroy.. it was not meant to be..........

sianz~~ MYE D:

xian D: .. long time nvr blog XD psps ar.. hehe.. too lazy XD haha.. mid year exam leh D: scare i don do well.. it also affect me on goin to express stream D: haiiz.. things r weird lately.. cant explain.. im worried abt my shinese.. haiis.. if i get single digit.. im gonna get a hell from my parents... tsk tsk.. tmr mother day.. i will giv on mon as e cake haven come haha XD
*laughs.. sian lor.. still having my chinese prob in my head.. sina la... bt now n then i sleep damn late XD watching my oppas >< hehe.. :DD love them ttm.. especially onew n key :DD haiiz.. dk who to choose be my no 1 in my heart XD kyaa~~ omo~~ nonono XD haha i love all 5 shinee !! YA!! haha.. i suggest a song from ZE;A here i am (: i lik sia :DD haha tuesday science~~ sian.. bored.. hahaha... well now gonna brouse blog shop XD whether hav any SHINee products XD I WANT TO BUY XD if u hav a blogshop selling SHINee things (: plz tell me XD im dying to get thier things XD hehe
XOXO: shan (:

sian :X

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AWESOME~~~~~~

im back peeps!!! :D sorry was nt posting soo much... lazy wat XD wakakakaka!!! hehe.. was happy today :Xyea!! juz came back from camp yesterday :D love it ttm!! bt quite sian :X haha.. wa lao.. jia yi took my class for sec 2 camp :(( really gotten irritated by him.. anyway.. haha. in e camp i gt to noe a new student in my class :DD SWEET!! haha.. i also wonder hows yong xin yong huan (: haha.. long time nvr hang out with them liao.. only poking each other on facebook :) e camp i love e most wld b samba rowing n climbing e coconut tree :DD hohoho!! awesome man!! hahaha.. it teaches me to perservere until e end XD kekeke... i love SHINee!!! especially ONRE N KEY!! woohooo!!!! haha (: e camp fire nite is boring.. bt impress tat my class was V active when we shout our cheers!!:D haha homework homework.. i dk whether i hav :X haha.. thos days i nvr blog... theres a lot happening.. well some is frenship.. some studies... um starting not paying attantion in class n always falling asleep... arg.. i realy need help in tat...well .. wow.. i write a lot man!! haha.. well.. step by step im changung to a person who understand others.. bt sometimes.. i still remain e old me :X haha.. frenships... for me... is really a important thing.. haha.. even though im nt good in it :X haha.. anw im learning step by step.. haha.. bt ya.. this is me :)) if u don lik it its ok cuz i lik who i am ^^ except for all thos bad habits i hav :X wakakakaka!! haha... during e camp.. wat tat elephant... haha i really make him hate me.. :DD yea!! bt he is quite a bully... MAN!! y am i talking abt him!! tsk.. i sld stop it.. hahaha.. girls r way better than boyss.. wow.. i from blogging to camp to talking abt boys O.o okok.. wei shan.. u gotta think straught!!
haha sorry if my writing weird weird de.. my com sot sot!! i gotta work hrd for my studies!! mid year is coming.. so fast... quite scare i cant make it... haha... :)) gotta watch my shinee noe :DD SMILEZ :D
lovez shan ;)

GB 70th coy :D (Y)

haizz :( our company for girls brigage won bronze.. i find it quite disapointed.. we did quite badly.. i cld admit tat i miss drills T~T badly lor! k chatting with zhen yang :) ttyl :)
loves shan

FML SERIOUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

habing a suckist LIFE!!!!! bloody hell... mu gb uniform too short le!!!!! wa lao!!!! than e stupid aunty go cut my skirt _|_ FUCKER SIA!!!! ARG!!!! comfirm FAIL FAIL FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had my bloody sister!!! i hate EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARG BLOODY STUPID LIFE... I JUZ WANNA END THIS!!! STUPID LA _|_

nervous :S

yo ppl :) haha.. was kinda no mood today :X haiiz!! GB GB GB!!! ARG!! I CANT BRUSH UT OFF!! today e china ppl wa lik damn show off lor!! yea me n jiji (chin ling) ok liao ^^ she so cute ^^ haha.. was abt to tell yh n yx something.. i hav no courage to say... my heart is pumping very fast... sad la.. haiiz! im scare abt e drill competition :( wish me gd luck ^^ i really wish we cld get gold bt SOME PPL DON WANT LIFT FEET 90... don even lik serious.. iu admit i was not too.. cuz i very PC abt those ppl not serious lor.. n i tell yue mei how many times... BT she still haven change!! i hate it everytime i was doin drills... its very obvious her mistakes can b seen.. i really hate this feeling of scolding mu fren... than lik i cant take it anymore i will juz scold her.. ppl now blaming me i abusing her.. i was juz cant stan lor!! i really wanted to get a trophy home... i tink we will get cop for sure.. i nvr slept a few nitez thanks to gb.. haiiz... i dk wat to do.. in gb.. my existence is nth..im nobody.. how hard i tried.. everything was a mess!! in frenz... in drills.... EVERYTHING!! i really starting to hate my life..
lovez shan

SIAN LA!

wa!!! wa lao!!! fucking no mood la... don feel lik saying e reasons..stupid sister!!! STFU LA!!! wa lao!! than my gb uniform haven alter n havest sack haven even sew yet.. wa lao.. mum nagging n scolding 4 FUCKING STUPID SIS LOR!!

:)

wat u juz saw is my FAV KPOP :D i love them ttm!!! espacially key n onew!! haha :) in love with them lor XD haiiz!! 2morroe start training already! :( i hope we cld really make it!
love shan :)

shinee :D

i don really lik this pic :X

shinee :D

:D yea!!

this is me e blue one :D yong xin on e left yong huan on e right XD yea!! this r my beloved frenz XD arnt they CHIO :D they r hor :D haha.. love them ttm!! they encourage me dy by day... telling me not to giv up :) this wei shan has been created cuz of them :) they mend my ways :) i love them XD
today drills i was very pc.. i step out n stop training when our seniors tell us to train.. i was slacking n in e bad mood.. haiiz.. there is 2 girls who really pisses me off,, they r my frenz.. i lik them bt i don lik e way they act.. i hate it ttm!! i wish they cld change :)
love shan :))

ok~

haiiz.. today was ok... juz a llittle bit no mood... fml.. really no mood sorry readers.
shan

tsk!!!

ARG! bloody results my CL make my dad nags lik hell!! bloody hell than?? DRILLS TODAY SUCKZ!!! LOST MY PE SHIRT!! BAD LUCK 4 ME!!!!!!!!!!! FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me :)

me n my cousin :D

cousin gambling XD

me >:D UGLY!

all is me >:D n its UGLY!!

shinee pics XD XD!!!!

this is shinee XD my FAV KPOP!!!!!
haha :) juz upload some :)) will upload more^^