fml!!!! ):

Arg... sorry peeps.. long time nvr blog alrdy.. i was so call lazy~~ damn.. wats up with me?!! after my camp yesterday.. i realise.. tat.. i had not been a gd leader..t hinkind back abt my passt.. i was bad.. i tried to do everything e best.. bt in e end.. i let de ppl around me dissapointed in me... watever i do.. there is always bad things happening in e end... getting scolded letting ppl get hurts... grades dropping more n more..sometimes.. i started not paying attention n slp in class...i dk wats happeninng.. well.. my training camp was NOT awesome... seriously.. its pathetic.... it was not fun at ALL.. u get wat i mean right.. well.. sigh..things r not goin e way tat it sld be.. sld i giv up? reflecting on myslf.. well.. i noe.. this year my birthday is not gonna be gd.. i noe it.. i having e worse life tat any other human bein hav... not bein so hyper anymore... haiiz.. i wish tat im somehow born smarter.. then i can b in express stream.. damn.. some ppl juz lik mocking ppl.. damn pathetic.. u get wat i mean rite.. ir u don.. nvm.. juz.. pathetic.. bt at least i hav good fren... n my com.. well tats abt it.. my pathetic life with no colours.. which i control n destroy.. it was not meant to be..........