tire as always ^^

this was the phto taken last time.... good mamories.... haha im suppose to be out... ok when i write finish than i go..im juz thinking whether this photo means anything...i feel weird everytime i hang out with my frenz... n maybe they r not my true fren.... really tats y i put this pic whether wat does this remind me n e thing i tink is juz tat we took phto juz to keep memories abt tat day we buy things 4 our class outing! now this few days i rather go home n on my com than hanging out with them at XYZ reason bein tat they invited a senior which i totally don care... okok they hav no wrongs to invite e senior... but juz tat over they i feel lik it is so plian boring... i do not mean e place is boring.... i juz saying tat i feel boring n i kept quiet...over there my frenz will watch shows with my seniors n than chit chat...but 4 me i watch n chit chat cuz nth to do n i reallly feel lik goin home. yesterday i go home cuz i was angry tat one nvm le... now i go home juz to prepare to go out with my cousins... they still tell me tat they wanna follow n tell me go nak e place again....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really don feel lik it n i scare my cousin will lik very angry when my fren accompany me..really very sad..... idk wat am i suppose to do im having this problem over n over again... is my freedom whether i wanna go or not rite? i also not their dog... y i still follow them blindly~i juz arg... having major probS!!!!!! but whenever i say i wanna go home they will say i don go n lik say tat i liddat lor..... than in e end i go also no use... well i gotta go... at nite than continue.. k bb..
love shan